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Hey 👋🏼 my name is Nici, and in my early twenties I experienced something that, depending on the bubble, would probably be described as a spiritual breakthrough, Kundalini awakening, ego death, or something else entirely. Because this experience was deeply shaped for me by Christianity and especially by Jesus, I initially went through a very religious phase. After that, I began diving deeply into spiritual texts, myths, and psychological approaches in order to better underst

A few years ago, I participated in a Kundalini Activation training at a famous big brand. At the time, the experience felt mystical and meaningful. Over time, however, I noticed that the founder of the program was increasingly becoming a central, almost guru-like figure — something I didn’t fully recognize at first. Throughout the training, I found myself questioning my own perception. At moments I wondered whether the dynamics resembled what people often describe as a cult.

I met her in Spain during a facilitator training for Kundalini energy. She was radiant, driven, and deeply convinced that she had found the key to ultimate happiness. But looking back today at our encounter and her path, I don’t see an awakening. I see one of the most extreme examples of spiritual bypassing I’ve ever witnessed. The Pull of High Frequencies It all began with Life Force Activation sessions. The intense frequencies of the music and the altered states of consciou